Thoughts racing through my mind once again. I'm back to square one. Lost. Why mess with me in the first place when you are all messed up? Why give me hope, when this is going to be crushed? Why did i allow you to do that right from the start? Why?? And now, what? HOW?
All these dreams about you are starting again. Just like what happened to me in the past. Don't you tell me it's not worth it. You brought me to this stage. This is ridiculous. One lump of shit.
I'm starting to detest this. This belief of mine was shattered. I tried pasting it back, only to be shattered again. This is stupid. All because I allowed it to happen.
And now I'm in this one lump of cow dung. I'm messed up. WHY!
love, cy
ME ;
CHONG
English major
Indefinable
ADORES ;
whoever & whatever that
loves to stickwitME;
for GOOD reasons only. ((:
WISHES ;
(: lesser pimples!
(: give more time for good reads
