Been feeling 'off'. mind's off. everything on the surface is okay but you know when the night comes or when you're alone for a long time...pah! all these thinkings start rolling in.
well i havent been too good. not with certain peers and my studies. my assignments' results are totally demoralizing and i start to question my own capabilities. Rmb fortuna's wheel? What goes around comes around. I certainly believe in that. Anw, there are 2 more assignments due next week. i'm pretty terrified of the exams. it's like not taking exams in a yr and suddenly u have to check ur examination venues.
On the one hand i'm trying so hard to deal with my studies, praying that everything will go well. But on the other hand, i'm worrying bout other matters. The thoughts are disturbing. Sometimes the more u wish for sth to happen, it won't come true. And sometimes i wish i can make things happen, but i can't because it won't let me deal with it. I feel sort of suffocated.
Then how liddat? Let time pass by rite? And let these thoughts continue to disturb me.
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