AIRBOURNE. |Will there ever be satisfaction?|

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I'm extremely exhausted from releasing everything that i have consumed once in every few hours!!! very tired man. what's wrong with me. i'll give myself 2 more days.

and the incessant drillings in 4th floor girls' toilet goes on forever, disturbing and waking us up at 9am and won't stop till evening. how many more times is that toilet gg to be out of order...6th floor neighbours also buay tahan ah!

At least there's still 爸爸's birthday to look forward to. Daughter's praying for his safety over here in Boon Lay wherever he is, esp when he's with his Chrysler. That car's like a bumper car. It's been tough for one man, for him all these years as the 5 of us grew up as one family. Ytd at 12am, i was busily trying to type him a chinese message wishing him well and at the same time, i was mentally counting his age. Wonders.

Sometimes I'd raise my voice at him when i get irritated, sometimes i'd talk back at him because he's not respecting mom's decision or mine. To him, i've always been a defiant feminist of the house. But more than that, i've always been his six year old little girl. I've seen him laugh, seen him tear, seen him shout, seen him in despair, seen his wrinkles cringe and run all the way to both sides of his cheeks near his chin when he smiles widely. That i love the best. I miss him carrying me when i was a kid. And even if he's naggy most of the times, I still enjoy him telling me stories and his life experiences. When I've actually started living in hall, then did i realized how much i miss my family members and how important it is to cherish them.

ok la enough of this. i wanna tear alr. I leave you all and myself with this msg i typed to him and his reply at 12midnight when some are watching tv, some chatting online, some quarrelling, some having supper with their friends and some others already in their dreamland. My Dad, my favourite fan.

Me: "祝你生日快乐！一切顺顺利利。这样一来您就不必操心也没烦恼！"
Dad: "谢谢了！好女儿，您也一样好运。多照顾自己，早点休息，为更美好的明天即将来一起努力！"

only this time i'm not writing for a 作文. haha.

mom just called to ask if im out of the diarrhoea zone. i told her i just came back from danger zone. i thought she wanted to ask me about sth else, so i asked, "you called me only for this ah?" she replied, "ya lor."

I'm blessed.

love, cy