Sometimes, the girl at 19 who once thought of becoming a doctor asked herself, "What if I had a chance to do biology all over again?" The girl who has walked through 1/5 of her life wants to find out the issues regarding the teachings and conflicts of various religions. "Am I too old to start?" It seemed as if people and friends around her gave her this answer, "How will you, as an agnostic, be able to know more about my religion than me? I have much more faith and experience than you because I know what is the right way." So you mean this girl who started late wouldn't know?
Sometimes, the girl who wished she could have done better at relationships got rejected by guys who see time, see experience as an issue. "Hey babe, I've known my ex(es) or this girl i used to like since i was a child. What do you think you can do to cover up these long years of intimacy i once had with her?" The girl wished she could have kicked the guy to the zoo and made him live with the baboons for the rest of his life. Obviously, she couldn't.
Sometimes, the girl ponders, does experience really count? She wants to try out new things, and she really didn't see her age as a problem. 19 is too young an age to pose as a problem. But people couldn't see. They're blind. The girl knows she will be able to do better than what she did when she was much younger. And sometimes, she just wishes that people will take notice that she is doing more than what your childhood friend or sweetheart did for you ages ago. Is time really that important?
Have you missed out something that is ever so valuable that is lying right in front of your eyes? Memories serve the purpose of remembrance, not comparison. You're not only the person that the girl is seeking attention for. You're the girl as well.
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