I don't know what makes it so special for vday but 15min ago, something struck me. Because I used to create a blog for the two of us when we were together, my itchy hands went to tamper with the url. I don't know why i did it. Out of boredom, i guess.
It's more than a yr since i touched it. I can't even remember the id and password anymore.
I expected to see the same old entries that all along, only i posted them. But, i saw his. 4 or 5 of them. the last dating back to only last month.
I read them. All of them, word for word. once. twice. then i told myself to close the window. my heart's burning. All along, he wanted his chance. i was the one asking him for chances back then. but now, he wanted one.
I don't know why but i can't give him a yes. Till now he is tearing himself apart. I want to say yes, but i don't feel it anymore. All i could do is to sigh and tear.
He doesn't know that i know this. All of this.
the Supreme one, did you do this for a reason? I'm sorry, my friend.
