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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Being Silly

talking about scandals, one of my frens is two-timing another classmate of mine now and im totally against him doing that. so I've been going around asking everyone what will their reactions be if one of their frens does that. all told me they will not bother much about it, becoz their friend (put in my context) who is my friend, is not so close to me. here i am acting like some innocent child, being oblivious to how scandalous and immoral such things are. who am i to care about them? the ppl involved are not even worried. one is a party goer, the other is a two-timer who told me that he has too much love. what bullshit?

i came to realize that i pity his present girlfriend. as told by that male fren of mine, his current gf is the one who loves him the most. they broke up because long time ago, he was two-timing, so he ditched her. then he tried to woo her again for 1 yr after realizing tt she was the best for him. now, they're tgt. for a long time, he didn't stray. and now, he's doing this to her again.

i came to realize that i pity someone whom i will probably never know.

he asked me, "what is love?"
I don't know. I only know love should be this way and shouldn't be that way. I live by my own set of principles in this thing called love. so i am in no right to tell anyone what's love, because i told him, "im the one who got dumped."

he told me men are jerks, don't trust them. after, he said that depends. hit on the same frequency, give it a try, then fly off together. as if it's so easy. fly off, then what happens?
i told him, "by doing that, you are a jerk already. you shouldn't be the one telling me this, right?"

i know im mean. maybe females work like that. they start with their ideal imagination of a relationship; they got hit by a couple of times; they got numbed. then they carry on thinking about a perfect partner, just like back to round one. but this time, they probably won't find the one anymore.

sometimes, we want things that are so simple, yet that seems so tough for our opposites to grasp. have you wondered why is it tough for them, or because the problem here is that it's not even tough?

love, cy