The thing about me is I have a lot of dreams. Whenever I see something I like to do, I'd think I wanna be like that in the future.
"Didn't make sense not to live for fun", sang by Smashmouth says it all.
This afternoon I watched discovery travel & living and i carried the thought of migrating to Europe to work in Disney theme park. Magic realism in disney studios rocks. but, how far will i go to pursue this dream?
Almost everyday, I ask myself what will i do with a lit degree. It's not as if i'm good in language. I'd love to teach, but it won't be the case if i'm teaching what i have no confidence in. Other options? Corporate world? etc etc. How?
It's just that sometimes the journey is wearing me out. And it doesn't help if someone's words, someone related by blood, puts you down completely.
I refuse to give up. And with this determination, I have thought much and decided to have one more dream. A dream I long wished for it to be fulfilled. If i tell dad, i'm not sure if he'll let me pursue it. Afterall, he was the one who started out in this line which is not exactly similar and has his ups and downs.
The only question now is, when will i pursue it? He popped the question after my As. Should I start pursuing it during school vacation and then handle both dreams, or pursue it after graduation?