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Saturday, June 09, 2007

Tell Me The End Will Be Happy For Sally

It's near 2am and I'm supposed to have a seniors' camp later on, 830am in a faraway land called boon lay. But I decided to forgo it coz of the f***ing stomach flu i had since 2 days ago. And then I had constipation. And now the stomach flu is back coz I skipped medication at night. Forgoing the camp means that i have 3 days of rest! No work coz seriously, work is giving me aches, pin and paper cuts all over. NO WORK!!!= JOYOUS MINI HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!

Results are back. I'm doing fine. No worries. Showed some improvement. Phew. All the madness at work paid off. I think I got a bad habit. Back in JC, i assumed lit to be my best sub but it was one of the worse. And now, I assumed my ADM elective to be the best but it was considered the worst as compared to others. Prof Davis gave mi false hope coz my 1st presentation was an A and I wasn't sure bout the 2nd one but she told me i did well. Well...or maybe i went wrong somewhere in the exam by repeating one of the paintings in another qns. ahhh. heck. it's over! I'm glad. Will continue to climb up the ladder...

And so now I'm thinking if I should pursue French lvl 2. what say u?

I have a story to share. Yes-all of a sudden, but pardon me.
Once, Chris and Sally were lovers. But they broke up due to miscommunication which Sally believed in and difference in personalities which Chris believed in. Sally did not want this decision but she had no choice. Till this day, she remembered the last words she whispered to herself every night before the break up-"Don't Expect Anything In Return". She struggled with this truth that she never wanted to believe in and fell sick for a long long time. Chris went missing. Sally met Alan and thought he was the one for her. But no, heaven played a trick on Sally. Sally became really pessimistic after what had happened. But later on, she started to talk to Chris again. They became friends. One day, Chris told Sally that he hopes that their level of friendship will climb higher. So Sally tried to start talking more to him. It was not easy but she gathered her courage to ask him out for dinner. But the timing and reply was too late. On another occasion, she decided to ask her friends and Chris out for dinner. But Chris couldn't make it. And Chris didn't tell her because he didn't know how to break this news. When Sally found out that she wasn't informed all along, she flew into a rage. It was tough enough for Sally to gather courage to initiate the talks but this effort does not seemed to be enough for Chris. Then, when she felt better, she thought something wasn't right. Is Sally treating Chris the way they were as lovers before? Or is Sally frustrated because Chris is expecting something from her but he is taking her for granted? Sally knows Chris is silently watching her, but for reasons she does not know. What does Chris want from Sally really? All Sally knows is that she isn't that noble after all. She could not not expect anything in return. She's just an imperfect perfectionist.

love, cy