After coming across a lot of instances where i see how my friends and strangers can just go into another relationship again and again, it makes me wonder...and confirm...
that i'm ASEXUAL.
for the time being.
it irks to see how my neighbour 3 doors away got passionately kissed by a guy (yes prob bf i know, but might b a fling so who knows?) and it was bloody obvious. i could see it without my specs dammit. obscene passion.
i don't understand how i could rejoice in such passion again. like im back to days of sec sch life when i had crushes but now im just having 3 seconds of being involved in a crush and i dun wish to be with anyone by my side. it's ironic lah. everyone wants someone to be by his/her side, me too. but i just dun wan the complications. Then again, love doesn't come easily.
Maybe i'm just waiting my ass off for the day when someone could just make me so easy to fall in love with.
Okahhh, that's enough of it. for the time being. silly nonsense.
Will be having a paper 12hrs later. wish me luck. (:
