Tonight, is the night in which I realised things don't always start out really well for every new year. Nothing serious happened, just a little hiccups here and there. So I'm reminded of life's repeated mistakes.
Sometimes when I want to revisit my memories, I force myself to enter my memory lane despite its painfulness. Of course, there are the good ones. But tonight I touched on the ill ones. It hurts so much so that I cried and shuddered, and assured myself that I'm not in that plight again.
I miss the past. The times when I feel alive, giving out the most of my feelings. Now even when I feel alive crying, all the hurt I once had reminded me to put on a facade to protect myself.
These are times when I need to be reminded of my memories. So tonight is one of the nights.
And I still love the present.
love, cy
ME ;
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ADORES ;
whoever & whatever that
loves to stickwitME;
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WISHES ;
(: lesser pimples!
(: give more time for good reads
