Que Sera Sera (Part II)

Que Sera Sera (Part II)

"I have noth to say la. This period, I call it Giving everything up to fate. Just tk the back seat and let things be. Too tired to fight for what I want."

"Is that why you're quiet just now?"

"Was I v quiet? How come I din know? What happened to mi?"

"Go watch some huan zhu ge ge make urself laugh"

"Huan zhu ge ge is lame. I dunno y i watched tt in the past."

"I oso wan to b like them. Everyday find trouble for themselves."

"Haha. I should really go back to the olden days."

Escapism. Recently, the atmosphere's depressing. I've heard bout failed r/s, complicated ones, and I myself have problems with family matters and some particular friendship. It's just that I can't be bothered to deal with them now. Not because I don't care, but because I'm too jaded and vexed by these issues.

And what's more with the neverending school events, assignments, tests and presentations. All of us, at some time, choose to give up not because we cannot do it, but because we tried all means to solve it but fate makes a fool of us. Perhaps we're all trying too hard.

Lately, I've been having thoughts of running away after I graduate. To a faraway country where I shall start anew, earn the money I ought to, be in a place where there is genuine passion to love the people and things you do and get my smile back. I won't say I'll be running away, but this will be the time to recuperate myself and get myself back into real action. To learn things outside and apply them when I'm back on this red dot. To venture out because I possibly can't learn from the inside.

Well as you've possibly heard, the worst of situations makes the best of literature. And for the one who laughs at all my tragedies, you know who you are, just wanted to let you know I never thought this method could be one of the ways to make me laugh helplessly and realise I'm making a fool out of myself.

Whatever will be, will be.