I like to keep myself in a hermit shell when i'm down.
Tonight before I sleep I realise I'm this lousy. Still this lousy.
And tonight, I feel ashamed of myself.
"God puts a new morning in your hands to see what you will do with it." Let's see what I can do with the new day.
love, cy
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Take Me to Arcadia
It's been a long while since i last touched this blog. Well, things have not been going very smoothly for me, hence the absence. I have shifted to live with my aunts and grandpa at pasir ris since the start of the week. So currently, it's weekdays over there for me and weekends will be at home. It's pleasant knowing that I have a 2 yr old cousin waking me up everyday shouting "Shaun jie jie, go and bath! Shaun jie jie, go and bath!" A good change for the mind & soul when I wake up now yea?
Some friend from past sem's french class has been annoying me as well. Constant smses and phone calls are seriously irritating me. Sounds very much like Lilian's psychotic stalker if you want to know how it feels like.
Work's been fine. Tiring because I work from late morning till night in town but I have caring colleagues & managers so that cures everything.
It was good meeting SJ and JC classmates. & im glad tt mamas are going strong, esp anli! I felt really bad when I forgot to wish alvin from sunshine happy birthday. Initially I thought it's because the current problem im facing is really disturbing me and my thoughts. But I realise that's prob an excuse. Can't rmb means can't rmb ya. Shows how much I treat some friends. Damn disappointed with myself when I received his sms. I really should buck up as a friend. On a side note, KF dropped me a msg too while she's having her exams! so cute la, tt senior. It's good knowing that I have friends who care about me. (:
If someone, anyone out there who wants to go farming/fishing/yoga-ing, gimme a call yea. Or even better, take me to somewhere relaxing. Nowhere near city. Outstation even better. Arcadia's the best.
I hope things will turn out better soon, and wish everything will go smoothly for those whom I know. Till then, I'll see you next week. Have a wonderful week ahead. (:
love, cy
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Catharsis
I don't like it when people look, no, stare, at The Chrysler. I don't like the attention given to dad's car just because it looks really good. Today, dad spent a few hundred bucks to change the engine's plate. It looks gorgeous, but really, I couldn't take the view of others. I told him, "Why spend so much money for looks?" And I got angry, but upset and guilty after that. Qi guai. I should be glad.
But it's so hard to look out of the car's window at ease now, so hard to look out without noticing that people do stare at the car. It's hard to keep up with the whole issue about appearance, about being able to perform well in front of everyone. It's tired to know how people think of you.
This is also the reason why I don't dress up nicely, especially in Singapore. This is why I prefer laid back clothings.
Oh, and I just temporarily blocked one of my French classmates. He's been pestering me for dayssssss! Days, weeks, months! Can you believe it? And to him, quit treating me like a child or some gullible idiot. I admit I'm gullible, but when your msn nick shows: 1) song playing: I need a girl 2) 3 ways to get a girl into bed: You either have the money or the looks. If you ain't both then be a sweet talker For the past few months you behaved like an irritating gentleman so I thought I should still be nice to you...but you know what? You can jolly well fuck off already. Seriously, get a life.
Oh and to those who tell me to go chiong since exams are over, sorry. My friends are those who know I don't club and are not in the pursuit for cool-ness. And I don't think I will. And if you're asking me to charge up my life by chionging, pls get a life. Is this only what I can do for holidays?
And to those who think that 男人不坏，女人不爱，醒醒啊!!! 女人只爱好的男人。 我好想谈恋爱...可是我觉得噢...我很难会再喜欢一个人了 。
love, cy
Thursday, May 03, 2007
We Can Only Imagine
*Does anyone know how to post a video using google account for the new blogger? I played with this the whole night but couldn't find a way. Because the video's worth it, i pasted the link. Check it out.* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9Lw4SiP95E
Somehow, I believe the unfortunate serves as a reminder to the fortunate and vice versa. Always.
The subject is not about how long ago the news was, the purpose is the impact. If it affects you, which I think affects people like hy and me, then the purpose is clear.
"I can only imagine What my eyes will see When your face Is before me I can only imagine." -MercyMe
love, cy
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