AIRBOURNE. |Will there ever be satisfaction?|

Friday, November 30, 2007

Notebook Diaries

i love tess! she's my spree secretary! ahhahaha.

i bought a poker ace tee from threadless yet i know noth bout poker. but who cares!

happy day slacking in my room all day long! (;

oh, and have kinda finalised my next sem modules. yea, damn fast. when my exam just ended on tues. coz of some insider good news for HSS main com members.

here it is:
HL202-Shakespeare & His Contemporaries
HL221-The Literature of Empire
HL303-Film & Literature
MB107-Business Law (PE-Prescribed Elective)
HMF3-French Level 3 (UE-Unrestricted Elective)

yeah! five mods next sem. need to take a break from taking 6 mods for the past 2 sems w/o SU-ing any mod! besides, im taking language lvl 3! goodness, think im going to declare the SU option even before i take it.

to audrie soh and the world out there, im returning u a favour now by declaring CS100-Intro to Comm Studies as my 3rd elective coz i am able to register my mods earlier. see i so nice hah!

coz if she does not get the mod, esp since uni peepos know how kiasu the bidding system is, at least in ntu stars planner there's the option of transferring the mod u might not wan to ur fren who wans the mod. although im not sure if im able to get the mod for her since it's placed as the 3rd unrestricted elective, i hope it'll really turn out fine and hopefully get all the mods! then still have to register for drie on 14th dec itself while she's roaming in Japan! i really have a debt to pay, don't i?

So all in all, there's just 2 more backup UEs and 1 backup PE:
UEs-
1st choice: HMF3-French Level 3
2nd choice: HMM1-Malay Level 1 (Heh! Useful leh!)
3rd choice: CS100-Intro to Comm Studies (for 'Sunita'! *insider joke! only hy knows!*)
PEs-
1st choice: MB107-Business Law
2nd choice: MB101-Accounting (omg. I know!!! havent touched a calculator since 2 yrs ago)

yeap. there u go. pretty keen on trying a biz mod since my lovely hy is taking with me! and the horrible thing is i end at 630pm on mons for biz law lect and 730pm for tutorial. :'(
and my timetable's like a ladder. i wake up earlier and earlier everyday except fri!!! siao liao.
Mon: 430-630pm
Tues: 230-730pm
Wed: 1230-530pm
Thurs: 930-1230pm
Fri: 1230-2pm

anyhow, celebrate with me for this dec until the results come out ok! den we worry bout next sem! YAY!!!

Labels: semester 2, spree

love, cy

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

The One Where I Almost Missed My Exam

Usually, ppl will have pre-exams nightmares. Mine turned out the opposite but not quite the exact opposite. I had a realistic horrible shock today for my last examination this semester.

Yes. It was the last paper at 1pm today.
I slept at 4am because I've been having amnesia throughout the whole of the exam period.
I woke up at 9.30am and went back to sleep again.

and PAHHH! Audrie called me at 12.45pm to ask where I am.
You guys should have seen me going 'OH GOD OH GOD! SAVE ME!' because I had only 15min to wash up, dress up and get to the exam hall.
I should have seen Audrie's face when I told her 'OH GOD I JUST WOKE UP!' and she shouted 'HAR??!!! OMG YOU BETTER RUSH NOWWWWW!!!'

Today if it weren't for her to gimme a phonecall and ask if i've reached the exam hall, I SWEAR I WOULD HAVE DROP DEAD THE TIME I WAKE UP TODAY.
So, i didn't even pee before going to the venue.
Cabbed down from HALL 9 to STAFF CLUB and the meter reads $2.50.
Yes it's stupid because it's only about 200m but IT'S MY LAST EXAM!

OH GOD i rushed into an exam hall and i felt like im not fully awake so i drank water and calm myself down before starting the paper. It was 1.05pm. Thank goodness.

Please let Simmy like what I wrote for his paper. Oh God and thank goodness for audrie. Oh and God bless the one who arranged today's venue for me because the venue is nearest to my hall!

Please, ppl, pls wake me up for my exams next sem man. I'm gg to buy 3 alarm clocks again. It's a feat for me already to survive without an alarm clock this year.

I felt I stunk after the exams coz I usually wash my hair when I wake up. So after the paper, I rushed back to hall to pack my stuff (since the place was a mess due to the earlier shock) and head off to meet audrie and hy for the movie 'FRED CLAUS'! nice. and now here i am, feel so good that i smell so good and i am still exhausted.

OOOOHHHHH I NEVER FELT SO TIRED AND GLAD THAT THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. ok 3 alarm clocks next sem. i swear upon my favourite slippers. and those frens out there who are still having exams, press on and rmb to NOT BE LIKE ME [THIS SEM]!

phew, i'm saved.

love, cy

Monday, November 26, 2007

It's the 26th!

This year on Ricky's Day...I will be busily mugging and he will be busily training in army.

20 years old, boon, time to grow up!

I dreamt of you ytd! not really, but i rmb seeing the you when you just entered sec sch. you with tt monkey look. and then i figured out i have grown up, but not you. so i thought that you were actually your younger bro but i dun rmb jacky looking like tt! SO U KNOW WAD?! I FOUND OUT THAT YOU WERE ACTUALLY YOUR SON! OMG RITE. u look exactly like your son. ooommmgoodnessgracious.

ok la anw i know u prob wont b reading this so i'll update u again bout this nonsensical dream. HAHA. utter crap.

Let's meet up soon, since we both know how diff it is for us to meet up now with our own commitments. i hope one day your gf will really accept us as besties, and mj too. am longing to meet hj again. (:

Happy Birthday, best friend. Am always proud of you.

love, cy

Sunday, November 25, 2007

AYE!!!

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love, cy

Friday, November 23, 2007

Easy Love

After coming across a lot of instances where i see how my friends and strangers can just go into another relationship again and again, it makes me wonder...and confirm...

that i'm ASEXUAL.

for the time being.

it irks to see how my neighbour 3 doors away got passionately kissed by a guy (yes prob bf i know, but might b a fling so who knows?) and it was bloody obvious. i could see it without my specs dammit. obscene passion.

i don't understand how i could rejoice in such passion again. like im back to days of sec sch life when i had crushes but now im just having 3 seconds of being involved in a crush and i dun wish to be with anyone by my side. it's ironic lah. everyone wants someone to be by his/her side, me too. but i just dun wan the complications. Then again, love doesn't come easily.

Maybe i'm just waiting my ass off for the day when someone could just make me so easy to fall in love with.

Okahhh, that's enough of it. for the time being. silly nonsense.

Will be having a paper 12hrs later. wish me luck. (:

Labels: "our ability to love so deeply yet be so brutal" by Arundhati Roy

love, cy

Saturday, November 10, 2007

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

this is what i've digged out from online shopping. not only clothes but...

THINK THIS IS ME?? think again...

My mole does not appear on my chin but rather in between my brow and eye.
HOLY MOLEY!!!

and if you are my holy and innocent frens who cannot ever imagine me wearing a halter top or a tube, then these are some pictures to feast your eyes...

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMYGOODNESSGRACIOUSSS.

anw, it's fantabulous bcoz i dun get to imagine me wearing the tops but actually seeing 'me' showcasing them...so as to know which looks good on 'me' or not! but really, the wearing of tube and halter is freaking me out.

i am totally freaked out seeing 'myself' exposed to everyone on the net now.

pics credited to: agneselle.livejournal.com

love, cy

Thursday, November 08, 2007

ok it just doesn't feel good when mistakes repeat.

i'll just take a gun and blow off my mind.

love, cy

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

I think, therefore I am

Hair conditioner looks like mayonnaise.

Stop disturbing me from sleeping.

Stop sleeping, me.

Eat more smarties to be smart.

Chocolates give me wings! Smash the red bulls!

Wake up!!!

Labels: this is what i think about when i wake up

love, cy

Sunday, November 04, 2007

you make me feel more heartless than ever.
ever since i pointed out your mistakes,
you pointed out more of mine.

it's so hard to feel im doing the right things with you.
you make me realize i have so many flaws,
tt im not worth any kind of humanity.

and im starting to believe that you are right.
im ugly-
not the kind of pretty you are looking for.

:( we were supposed to help each other.

Labels: discarded

love, cy

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Boon Keng Girl

you know, i don't think my past few entries, and i mean for the past few months, i've been writing good stuff. they're all important stuff, but it's like feeding information. even some bitchings could be read with much more interest than all of these. goodness gracious.

anw, i just flew home from town after collecting my essays in school and guess wad, my dad told me we're moving to siglap next yr despite my violent objection last week. as much as i love the east and the sea, i dunno if the place im going to live in will be ulu or not, since dad said there's going to be a garden and it's going to be on a hill.

thanks dad. it didnt seem bad to you tt i've been climbing zillions flights of stairs everyday to my hilltop hostel. ok. i felt bad for telling my dad off but seriously, it's a big deal. it's near bedok ok. and my sch is on the other side of the island. and it's nt like i can live in hostel every yr. i have to work my ass off for a place in hall. and what bout town? i will miss town and late night movies and night riders. gosh. i will just go visit the sea every weekend and do yoga there and sometimes, maybe pray that typhoons wont come near.

then, after talking to Coincidental, siglap seem to have everything. i really dunno though bout this place. i've never even been there before, i think. anw, it felt much better after the short conversation. in fact, im beginning to think of enjoying the peace and serenity there.

yeah maybe it'll turn out better than i thought so. i always dislike the idea of shifting house but after awhile or so i'll get used to it. just like how i have a love-hate relationship for this current flat now. ah, boon keng oh good old boon keng.

love, cy