benben says: dun worry too much benben says: if there're all there on sunday benben says: shud not be any prob le benben says: =) . . . benben says: think on the bright side benben says: everything will be okay!!
shithead. im tearing so badly like the falling raindrops i feel so horrible but heartwarming. i could just die for this at this moment.
love, cy
At times like this, i just wish i could escape.
There are times when i know im stressed up because im about to tear. And when i suppress those diamonds, you know i don't need your silence, your consolations, not even your sympathy.
Yes i've been turning in when the birds start to chirp. I've got schit loads of essays to be done. 1 essay with research was due last mon. Checked. 1 essay due next fri. 1 essay due 9th nov. It's not easy at all to say there's only 3 essays whawwwdddd. the freaking essay due on 9th nov requires 3 texts. 3 bloody texts! dammit.
Been busy with French lvl 2. gets more complicated...and there's all the tests & roleplay besides my normal workload. Language is taxing but if u enjoy it, take it.
I've also been busy with AAI183-orchestration & arranging. Final performance is on 26th Oct. Basically for this class, i need to do a presentation on an analysis of a piece, and for final individual project, i have to either compose or arrange an ensemble piece. And i need to record my piece live, otherwise ask the players to perform live. It's been taxing to do the orchestration...but when i see my frens and i enjoying what we have come up with and pick up any instruments in the music practice room to play along, ahhhhh...goodness! love the rehearsal so much tt i din keep track of the time when forensic science lecture was about to start. haha.
And then there's hss main com p&p team. wa liao eh. whole lot of meetings and writing and posters to do. just did photoshoot bout 2 wks ago. we were discussing our possible future prospects judging from our touched up photos. hahaha. then there's also activities for exam welfare and we have to canvass during the dec hols doing car wash and working at toys' departments! plus i might be joining futsal for inter-school games again!
Got to constantly edit my arranged piece and prob consult dr tang (oh my, he strummed the electric guitar like a pro today! zai! imagine ur father doing that!) , liase with the duet who will be singing for me and moulmein band members for the rehearsals and actual live recording. With all these gg on, how am i going to do my core essay which is to be handed in next fri?? alamak.
The best part is, i din s/u any modules this semester coz i like everything! im really driving myself mad.
Still got to teach piano on mons and thurs!!! siao lah. worrying for one of my kids who's taking grade 5 theory in 3 wks time. she just came 2 mths ago but i dun think she's prepared at all..and her parents are bloody stressing her with other tuitions. i really hope she can do it coz im trying my best.
Today, almost all my frens did not know wad i was talking bout. hahahaha. im sooo deprived of rest. ok la, 3am liao. i need to sleep i need to sleep i need to sleep. my roomie shared with me vietnamese mango. DAMN NICE. her mom brought a basket of exotic fruits. will explore them. HAHAHAHA. ok i need to sleep i need to sleep I NEED TO SLEEP.
coke. mocha. capuccino. pringles. chocs. guess my weight. and hy's burping.
and singing. she says she's easily amused after drinking coke.
i think she's drunk now. i have no idea what she's trying to say at times. she's singing a lot. and i dun wanna listen. she just said "chocs & coke! can we do this tml?" her present msn nick: "in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky. in my heart i always hope you'll fall straight down and die."
tell me why i have weird friends. i thank god we're nt gg to go grab ben&jerry's. im asking her to drink coke and eat mentos now. let's hope she explodes.
love, cy
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